I won't rewind and playback all the details and emotions of our story, I simply wouldn't do it justice. I'll begin right now, here and today…
We are in the thick of the most difficult time in our lives and though I am trying my best to let the sweetness triumph, most days I feel like I'm failing miserably. I am terrified. Honestly I feel like I can't breath. There are a lot of positive feelings I am sure I am supposed to be feeling, and trust me I want to be feeling them. But nope… just terrified.
He is 2. His name is Kiah and he is perfect. Kiah needs a stem cell transplant and early next week we will be packing up and moving to Calgary so we can begin the process. The good news is that sunshine follows him where ever he goes. My boy isn't phased at all, just as is sweet as ever. Enjoying our daily appointments, telling the doctors and nurses what to do and soaking up all the attention. As long as there are stickers involved he is happy. Momma needs to take notes, this boy's got all the answers and he hides them deep in that old soul.
We are in the thick of the most difficult time in our lives and though I am trying my best to let the sweetness triumph, most days I feel like I'm failing miserably. I am terrified. Honestly I feel like I can't breath. There are a lot of positive feelings I am sure I am supposed to be feeling, and trust me I want to be feeling them. But nope… just terrified.
He is 2. His name is Kiah and he is perfect. Kiah needs a stem cell transplant and early next week we will be packing up and moving to Calgary so we can begin the process. The good news is that sunshine follows him where ever he goes. My boy isn't phased at all, just as is sweet as ever. Enjoying our daily appointments, telling the doctors and nurses what to do and soaking up all the attention. As long as there are stickers involved he is happy. Momma needs to take notes, this boy's got all the answers and he hides them deep in that old soul.
It's about time you started up this blog :)
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